God is truly amazing! Yesterday started out to be a horrible day as we were faced with the emotional toll of not conceiving yet again. But God was all ready orchestrating his plan for Scott and I. We felt strongly that it was time to call our fertility specialist to make an appointment in order to find out what our options were going forward. Our doctor is highly regarded and sought after and has been known to have wait times of two months before you can get in for a consultation. So instantly I am saddened that I was about to waste up to two cycles before we could see him.
Yesterday marked the first day of my next cycle. So I picked up the phone and called our specialist to see what was the first available time they had for us to visit. To my surprise… they had an opening for today at 10:30 am. So I praised God and instantly thought there would be no way I could secure my records in less than 24 hours for us to be ready for the appointment. I called my OB’s nurse, and she worked another miracle and prepared a packet of more than 40 pages for us to take with us. I praised God again!
God’s blessings continued through today’s appointment. Every second of our time at the clinic seemed to be anointed as we good news after better news. Once the doctor realized today was actually day two of my cycle, he decided to not make us wait a month to start! Praise Jesus! The first step was a sonogram which showed that my over-stimulation was all gone, and I had no lingering cysts! Praise to my Healer! The next step was the doctor explaining the costs of beginning an aggressive chemical plan which would hopefully end my luteal phase defect. Again all praise to Abba… the expenses would be minor as our insurance would cover the bulk of it!
I felt the presence of God the whole time we were there. It was as if he rode with Scott and I in our Pilot and sat with us in the waiting room. Every fear and concern I had for the appointment was washed away. I felt His presence in the doctor’s office as we started to discuss my medical issues. There was an explanation and a solution to every one of them… none of which required more than a pill or an injection. Again… Praise God!
By the end of the appointment Scott and I were beaming. We were both filled excitement and hope! We returned home, hugged and began a prayer of thanks to the Author of our lives! Today was a joyful day. I know, without a single doubt, I witnessed a miracle today. We were given a solid message from God. He wants to bless us with a child, and He took care of every detail of today’s events to make sure Scott and I knew it in our hearts and in our minds!
I am so excited. I am so happy about what my day brought. But more importantly, I am truly glad that I have the eyes that see the small miracles God is blessing us with each and every day! What are your eyes focused on?
“Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it will be opened.” (Matthew 7:7-8 NKJV)